Thursday, 14 August 2014

Finally I have a CV

So today is the 14th and the day just saw its first few minutes around 12.15am and I am on facebook looking for the way to get connected to new life new people who are not doctors or teachers but gursikhs and know the ways of guru.

Gurbani will possibly make my life better from here where I stand, and why possibly, actually only the right way to have a life today is Gurbani the true way. From zone zero to the right way. Thanks I am born to this thought. I am looking to know what is the way of Gurbani to live life his way and thanks again god has even given me an opportunity to relook into my life lifestyle and ways and choose people in my life from today who will hold me to his way.

I just put some likes on some gurbani pages on facebook. Switched on some Gurbani Katha now and possibly writing this day of my life as I am born and a day old knowing nothing what how where when who just nothing.

Attam Gyan Vikhaya by Dr Thakur Singh Ji. But I don't listen so much Still its on but try to somewhat.

Day begins on a note of don't share your pain remember god and its not a easy way. Dont fall in love or trust human especially men. But babaji says look at god in everyone, is goodness, love and trust different from god? This is so complicated world where god is everywhere in everyone then why we are lonely hurt betrayed punished for what?

12 Noon now and I slept as the records played visited religious shrines, sat near babaji in subconscious and partly listened to the recording. I know life is unknown 12 hrs of the day are over. I'm attempting to neutralise my intelligence mental thoughts and possibally thats where I have no control on myself. I heard discipline is essential part to have god or in the way of god therefore possibly need to plan the discipline and rather than planing Wish to request babaji to bring in the discipline in this body and life now.

Need saadh Sangat but I dont want to go anywhere as i'm depressed now so just thinking which way I can find the place here right where I am and have sadh sangat. Also want the sawa sambhal how can such activities happen in solitude in my room. May be I will find people on face book or orkut and linkedin who are sadh sangat. Trust God has his sikh circles somewhere and possibly I want the religious circles on whats app. How is all this going to be possible. However I know doing path is discipline and tough and I am undisciplined so fail to do this hard work. This is my only way to revive in this life and I have to take it up.

Have to complete the sampath as well as have to do my nitnem and listen to the kathas so that I continue to get clarity and can do veechar. Also need to do some sadh sangat and sewa to add to this package need some friends who are truly saints mahapurushs, brahmgyani and gursikhs. All this is possible only if god himself desires. Babaji My benti to You is please be with me on the right way as you desire and expect. I have lived like a fool and spoilt everything in life now i'm giving myself to you, take control of my life and make it the way you desire it to be.

Lets make a plan of action on google reminder then so as to fit

The day is closing 9.30pm and I am about completing a CV possibally posting it for a Job today or in a day or two soon. Good night c u tomorrow



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